Journal- Happy New Year

Its only a few hours left to the new year. We are watching movies and eating Pizza while neighbors are letting off fire works. A year ago I was hosting a New Years eve party at the church gym. I don't think we lasted till 10pm . lol  we all were so tired. But if I remember right, I did end up home for the New Years with Timothy.

2014 is coming to a close. A lot has happened to me during this year. From Appendicitis, to part of my colon removed only a few days from that due to cancer found in my appendix to spending a month in the hospital and fighting my way back home to be with Timothy.  The nurses didn't help by some how shutting off the cameras.  I think due to poor care to my son by the nurses would had probably led to his death., Seems like being on the phone and computer was more important than his care and of course I got yelled at for getting on top of them about it.  They didn't get it and now...Tim is gone.

It took nearly a few months before my wound closed and through all this I not only lost my son, but my home, cat and was homeless than lost my truck. Of course through it all- some how God was doing His job preparing me for 2015.

My shoulder and left arm is killing me in pain and in a few hours I think I am heading to the ER.  i don't know if it is my "psychotic" nerve or not...something is inflamed that is really killing my shoulder and left arm. 

I would write more but it is hard it type with one hand and the pain is unbearable. i hope you all have a wonderful and blessful 2015!

have a happy new year!

(sorry....shoulder hurts)



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