Tim's Heart Shines
As I lay my weary body to rest, I was shock to see this on the ceiling. I am sorry you can't see it but this room is dark but some how's the light reflecting from the candle left a large heart over Tim's urn (that is surrounded by pictures of Tim), which is also across the room; and you see that ceiling fan? It had been off for at least 20 minutes and it was slowly moving. The room suddenly got brighter by the candle (which is on a window sill right above my bed). I had to get up to try get a picture of this. Funny how the camera did not pick it up but it is right there in front of me. For real!!
Then I asked my sister to come to see if she could see it. At first all she saw was light, then she saw the heart. She too tried to get a picture of it. Still did not show up on photo by camera. And yes the room is dark. .
And now, it is actually gone, just a dim heart slowly dimming away. I can not help to think that Tim was here to remind me how much he loved me and how much he knew I loved him. I also knew it was a reminder from God of His wonderful love for me...which did by the way showed up after I had a good heart -to-heart talk with Him. Oh! OH! it has come back. I think God heard my prayer, He opened my eyes and mind, but mostly my heart to see His goodness in front of me.
I have been literally resting the last couple days, other than turning in my applications/resumes for jobs in this area. Tomorrow I'll call in the Ticket to work or Voc Rehab. I finally got my sister's front flower bed done, it looks so beautiful and smells so good (pictures to come).
Yesterday I was sadden to hear the death of civil activist, poet, writer, actress Maya Angelou, who had passed in her sleep. Best way to go. I think Tim also died in his sleep. Anyhow, there was a beautiful video she had done for OWN about love liberation. It really helped me to feel so much more at peace with Tim.
Today Khandi, Lizzy and I went to the Weikiva Springs. Dogs (of course) had to stay on the leash but we were not allow near the water. So for about an hour we just sat there. We can hear God singing to us through the birds, His whispering voice through the trees, His spirit through the breeze, the children playing in the water. We can be thankful for His love & presence. .
This morning I had spent some time writing a poem about Timothy. It still needs some work before I reveal it, but it will be part of a video I plan to create about Timothy.
Love liberates...love sets you free.So let your love shine.
...and then, I thought of this song....
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